Saturday, May 20, 2006
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Fragmentology
Is to respect all
Is the solution
Is forgotten
Is it
Want to
Have to
And believe in
Am intellectually forced to conclude that
A tower of commitment
Magic is what about surely
Just me
Never knowing or needing to
Know why it
Why if
Shouldn’t worry since
Or would you rather
Do you like it better when
I was only and you were very extremely
There was no
There needn’t be any of this
Yet this
Art and music and poetry
Are
Religion
The way of acknowledging and acting in the cycles
Since the birth of time
The inner being aware that
Is ever present
Is filling all things
WHO IS
We offer
To
Then we are truly
Is to unconditionally love
Transcending the
And the need to hurt
Do you listen to
And desire to know and forgive your neighbour
And yourself
By becoming love
And take away the one thing
There’s nothing for it but
For the royal road of freedom
Patiently enduring
Though unless we are tested
The Lord is
I shall not
He makes me lie down in
Me beside still
My soul
In the paths of
For His
Even though I
I fear no
You are
Thy rod and Thy staff
They
A table before me in the
My head with oil my cup
Surely goodness of my life
Forever
That’s always been one of my
It’s getting quite
Funny how
These words
To figure it
To add to
To take from
To think about
What kind of man is
A man of many
Take a
Have the
Explain to
Reason with
Every step we take toward
Or else we pretend
But we can’t be all the time
We need some to relax and have
Fun and forget
And rejoice in the great gifts
And especially in
I want to get all day
I want to my time
Sometimes I
So enjoy your music
Everything affects everything
So I’m supposed to worry about that
There was that part of the morning
And now there’s this
Intercom
Playin the
That coffee I
Hello
I am the
My next life was Napoleon Bonaparte
Gotta relax
Free play
Then again say
Reincarnation is not possible
For Mastery
A person healing
Machines unplugged
Beside the gate leading
Peace garden
Language
Tomorrow is the day of healing and
But you remembered
Cockroach
While standing by the moon an Indian
If I play it just right
Break break down
Put your feet
Regardless
That doesn’t get any better
But everywhere else does
If I worry about despair again
Astrology’s complete bunk right
Ya know it’s not up for discussion
She said I honestly don’t have anything to learn from you
She learned it in 8 years okay
Her voice is knives
Okay maybe I am
Make it shame
Then suddenly out of the corner
Extreme trauma
Now I know the
I’m afraid of something inside I hope it’s
Just my imagination
As for me my flute is in my backpack now
When I gain their
Have to know (anything)
I was believing
And now I’ll never find out
If I have anything to eat or smoke
This is like the thoughts
Of children
My dear son is
No I realized it at the time
No I wouldn’t actually let myself be
Bogged down by what’s essential
And return to your roots
Devoid of pity
That’s what I want
So go do it
Become addicted to
We felt like we were the Vancouver Mintons’
Except poets
Legends of strutting
Don’t regret it but don’t do it again
Movement
How long have you known you were
I suppose I am or would be in a way
Change your
I was tempted to buy a
Else will let you down
I would regret it forever
After it sickens me
Express the thoughts
Of a free people
Passive yet could pull a knife
Fire one musician called it
Refused to face facts
To tell you I exist
I’ve had enough of it I think
If we truly lived in God’s will
Then half the famous people
For the most part it is fair
To say our pursuits and parents are
How come I had it then
How can I
I know it in
So I may as well get good at something
Are you going to with me
Alone with
When I watch TV I feel like ha
It’s a
I fall down I get up I
Will I ever get up I
I can’t I go to Church
Healthy enthusiasm
Incredible energy
Liturgy
Is prayer sometimes like cleaning the toilet bowl
But I don’t know the future that’s the problem
If I exercise
The sand man of time
To pay
Not good looking enough to acknowledge
Could have been good
At too many so it
Choose one
Imagine there’s more jobs there
If two people are committed to
Their religion
Protect her from forever
Even if one person
There must be
They had something greater in their midst
Than we do today
They see something else
About it that I haven’t yet
They actually discovered this
They actually made it so it would work this way
If you don’t have one now
See the end from the beginning
It’s funny how just a look can change
So without further adieu
Our ancient Names
If you keep acting like that
We have names
I don’t suggest you close your eyes
Mercy
I wonder if they found out
I was sinning
Constantly having one
But what is the meaning of a word
We say know but
The hills and far away
This marriage
At home with no music
Proud to be African American
I have conscience when it comes down
Please wait
Drawing out what’s already
Nobody ever has so why
Wouldn’t I
No but if I can make art out of it
We knew it had to go his way
Mistakes are personal
Answering a question with a question
Instead of
Just a half-step away
Only been the answer
The ball rolling man
To stop
What best describes what I’m
No worries I’m
I went right down and got
Okay the guitar’s coming in now
I can’t decide whether
Learning to deal with change is
Such as
The shit man the shit
And I’ll go do it
Cause you know what you’re talking about
God is an Artist
To think God has sense
When you’re in Vancouver well
Polite and you shut up
Now abouts and being able to
In tune with nature
Not enough instincts
Says it’s the best he’s
Drink beer and imagine
It’s too bad that it’s
Only in the summer
No it’s a great thing to rejoice about
Don’t know maybe a month maybe a year
To God for all things
What won’t you do for My love
Taxi drivers are mainly
During meditation
Coming and everything
Wandering
A bridge about this
On water
There’s an ambulance
Silence
Isn’t that the coolest in your
Then she and hesitated
The bus driver said
Playing chromatically
Dazzled and then the electric lights
On disarming the play of creation
Free and deep bass
Exactly backward
Instruments are not the Bible
Great idea
Slowing down makes it sound
Change in the list
Final ruling anyway
And it just comes across as childish
Pause to know God
All too human
Be your own best friend
I really tried and failed
Good medication
Wow what an amazing time
To be creative
Everything becomes a cliché
Life is that important
How to is familiar
What he is talking about
Everything will be
Do you know my secret pin
Our Father
False vibrato
A camera
An awareness that the definition
Unlike the movies and today
What am I willing
Can never fully
Affects the whole of I like it to be
Hunger
That is part of out
Harmonize all of our actions with
The transcendent aspects of
Absolutely good will toward us
A continuous struggle yet
Starbucks
You
Radiant as a righteous woman
Never said I
Temporary but in the long run it’ll start to
Over a conversation
Words long ago
Feelings dad dig this
Go to it
Bebop
Everything he knew
Wide open
On the scene
Lonesome to the stories
Perfecting your middle
More in between
Gave up born
It just appeared
Horse
Playin it severe
Risk tightrope
Higher find
Perfect frantic
Worship sharing
It genius fire
Lord for a
Returned almost negative
Less love sucking
She sits there millions
Rhythm and blues
How long will jazz
His idol tender
Not be afraid of
Felt like Paris
Like a god
Like priests
Who is she come from
How does it feel to fall in love with
This is wonderful uncertain
Improvisation in & out of
Self-creating
A master key to
The Journey
Made up on musical witnesses
Beauty and originality into laughter
Musical thoughts and practice
Pleasures of spontaneous
Spiritual and transformations
Degrees of a psychological story
Than technique
Love is us unblocking 7
What do children of geniuses
Third Eye
3rd time I
Each person is now
So why not if it’s
From your true then it’s new
He knew I was coming
He knew a very prideful person was coming
But yeah
I’d like to phone an old shit disturber
The planet of the remake
I’ll give you fifty cents
It’s all good
Rest
I’ve been broke so long
I don’t want anything
A headache
The pain must equal the pleasure
When you can no longer see me at all
Then I’ll begin to be His disciple
Can I live up to potential that’s been ability
O mother acceptance of rejection
Archetypal power denial
Change your reaction
I can learn about anything in this context
Continuously toward the true
But to live the dark
Not trying to mean anything
Sometimes born again
That you may win
Though a thousand teachers
Through Your Commandments I wash
Otherwise have no part in
Final Marriage
Two meanings making love
God is Blazing in all directions
Everyone partakes of Grace
Let the real poets
Recording everything for I can’t stop
And they all smoked
And night-time prayers were put on hold
And he wanted to go to sleep but
He wanted to go to dream but
Constant rejoice in it passing
Always toward the beckoning
I want you over here
You’re too far away
The candles and the incense
As you will and as you know
Forgive tomorrow strength for
Thank you Lover coming
I would be a thief
With an empty stomach
Is to be unpredictable
Of someone coming up behind
Is to acting what
Is to ordinary life
Is to saying anything
Is to making mistakes
What is to be mystigogical
Names numbers and new knowledge
Negative or not
Thank You O Lord for this
You could just
When they taste a bit of happiness
Hit them on their senses
Eat you
Is to share something with
Is to dare to be different
Is to dream out loud
Is to read your poetry in front of people
Is to give up television
Is to raise your children with wisdom and understanding
Is to maintain that sacred space reserved only for One
Is to enjoy the many great gifts we all have
Is to realize you’re just along for the ride
Is to hear us singing with one voice
Is listening to Duke Ellington
Is dreaming of Europe
Is anxious about the coming semester
Is always cautious of the changes
Is sometimes thinking in a melancholy way about
What could have been
(and it seems like in my opinion it should have been)
Is tired
Is not spontaneous enough
Is impossible for one person
Is sitting and waiting
Is about time
Is getting on with it
Is a lifetime with
Is the bond I share
Is the way he’ll grow up
Is the way he’ll learn
So far from over all
Never an excuse to be a jerk
Patience is everything
You need the best for the future
Ever choosing between this & that
Like a friend beside you
A heart that is broken and humbled
The God of gods
The rising of the sun to the setting
Shall come visibly
I Am God thy God
A sacrifice of praise
There is the way I shall know Him
We are gods
It is enough
Enter a second time
Or the feeling of home
Random thoughts can form a
She’s still my star
She thinks it’s too late
How can women do that
After it’s over
Succession
Out of the picture
Because it’s free
To accept that
Reinventing the
When it’s already been worked out
Do you want to read into the Jewish understanding of God
Get literal
(only when it absolutely and most obviously calls for it)
Are you willing to let our history be completely wrong
I forgot I’m a dad
Is voluntary suffering for
Is to respect myself
Is to love me
Is the Divine Name
Is Orthodox theology
Is apophatic reasoning
Is life as a sacrament
Is to be at peace with myself
Is to see others in a good light
Is within the religion of any people
Is unknowable
Is unforeseen
Is feeling forsaken
Is this muse upon
Is living in balance
Is rethinking everything
Under the weight of sin and mercy
Is trusting in God’s care
And joyfully mourning
Is the essence of my being
Is God working in me
To respect yourself is
Carrying a notepad
The man at the liquor store asked me if
I was The Scribe
Like a passion the reading into is persistent
God will judge you by your karma
Stand up for their side of things
The cops won’t stop you if
We met at the gas station and unexpectedly went to a gig
What life gives you
Funk
Like the self-knowledge that comes from sinning
Like someone’s coming to summon me
Begging for
I want to give all my love to
They know how lucky they
I’ve known this girl for how
I decide that
O no not me I
Is to reach adulthood and fully integrated
Salvation is a process
I had no idea I was doing exactly the right thing
One hand
The room for synergy
I know exactly why
Fitting in a pattern seems
A theologian is one who prays
Give God your blood and then He
I guess I didn’t realize you were dancing
Though we didn’t slow dance once in our whole marriage
It’s too bad you’re not happy
But this is how the world is
The multitude who follow are not able
Like a sheep before it’s shearers dumb with anger
I thought that night who cares about my family
Are we really all beautiful the preacher asked
Two fronts
Each lover with their armies
And he cried
Blessed is the Kingdom of the Father Son and Holy Spirit
There am I in the midst
Boiling stomach muscles
A finger up my ass
All I ever did was play the flute
What it feels like to assume the position
To improvise in
In danger if you won’t see the differences
The history of doodle
The subtlety of Theology
I said I’d never be happy cause
Is nothing I’d rather do
Than play my flute like Eric Dolphy
Then it hit me and I began to like it
With it came appreciation and understanding
Wisdom is the first principle
Intellectual honesty the peace I have
The peace I don’t have is forgiven
How can I have
Am I brainwashed
The fear of is the beginning
He Who made the eye
Does He not see
And fashioned the ear
Who’s talking about a white beard
Infinitely Intimate and Connected to the natural world
Is Completely Other
Labels shmabels
I’m talking about Agape Love
Where the whole world got it from
Not just beyond all we can ever learn or think
The Holy Trinity One in essence and undivided
A God who is alone is not Love
I’m saying you’ve been lied to in all your
Because they pretend they’re all the
When that’s not what it says
Deal
A whole new way of
The true meaning of the word repent
No point without forcing it
This is not advertising
This is self-emptying Love
I thought it was a wonder to behold
How meekly and quietly we bow
Blessed are you when men slander you
Happy to be home and put ourselves last
Later they’ll have no clothes on
Always a beginner
Yes but
The critics once scorned
It no longer mattered
Why fear losing it
Every time I understood
It was always enough
I feel close to it for a while
Naively
And then it’s a million miles away
Would you rather I said
I’m having problems with salvation
So many spiritual fools
Invent new instruments
What makes a good musician
What is art is
Science is good for
For transcendent Realities
We are the instruments of inquiry and discovery
Do we have free will I think
Path of transformation
Green brown narrow
A poet walking repetitive and calmly
The feeling that comes out of a sax
I guess it could all happen right here
The next new music
If not if it’s so good
I’m proud of myself
It can’t be bad
It’s like a dream from a dreamer that cannot die
Himself Being so Real
And Realness Itself
That He wakens us
Amidst His own
(divine/human)
Life as we
I usually think I am the epitome of
Christ Is
A cry from the heart
From this seed
God loves what I truly like
Abraham
You could do worse than Abraham
I smoke this cigarette gently
If that’s her that would mean
Fine means finished
Be patient for them
This real one implied
I’d like to be in my dream tonight finding money
David’s in
Danger
Peace without You is
Sabotage
Do I look funny to you
You’re funny to me
Been there
Atheists have only reason
Yet share the same result
And fall away because of sex
Life is fun
As long as it’s sunny
A friendship would be
Fate means something
On God is in the meaning of closure
People will abuse it
And God always knew
Was written minutes after
No relation just so you know
I am hurting
God knows all he said at
The number of man
I must have wanted this to happen
The need for things
Girls are wonderful
Every color is beautiful
Heartache
Angelic roots going deeper
There are a lot of cool and intelligent people
You never know what you might believe
Because I’ve been wanting to for years indefinite
It can mean something
Jesus is nothing like a guru if you
He was too
He was People
Check out the original side of holiness
The Eternal becoming a part of energy
The Tao became flesh
Obituary for our sakes
Putting death to death by death
The real enemy
Say as little as possible
And manipulate the feelings of consumers through peer pressure
I think I see things I need
Who are the writers
We all know wisdom when we read it but
Seek it now
Buddha came close
The Tao became flesh
These computers can be just like what you never meant
Building my collection on every man’s dream
Rising above yet in
Balance with modern life
That’s what I needed at
Then I’ll move on to
This is what I’ll
It’ll surely go when I have paid
Have a misunderstanding about the place of matter
Is to breathe poison
Is nonsense
Is briefly considered
And then I’d be a laughing
Now I know what it feels like to get played
I’m being prayed for a lot
Rescue me
Went a different way thinking
We can change suddenly
They’re saying it’s art
And I’m thinkin
But then I haven’t touched it yet
He wanted kids and he didn’t
If I had a computer
Now there’s a profound thought
It’s just a possibility
We don’t know if it’s true
We’re here to use anything
What it could mean
Know I should yet don’t want to
Shouldn’t preach
Because we all deserve it
I know it must be nice not to be afraid of demons
Too many movies
That’s where in the fall my brother exile
A poem about white people didn’t do much
Unlock the story teller
We have witnesses think what you want
Not Pagan or Papist or Protestant
What am I data
A mind silently adoring and upraising
Don’t want what I’m not sure of
Trust the wordless fountain
Descending utterly deficient
A man is his deification
Not alone
We asked life of You
And got the best ending ever
He who laughs last laughs benevolently
Everyone present is suspect
Don’t we look happy
Deeds will be revealed
Standing before the EYE
Not being able to turn
The laughter that a child looks at
And remains forever in arms
If you would have treated me the same
Then struck on the face by His creation
How would you like to be born in a cave
More spacious than the heavens
Whining is a good way to
No possibility of
At the end of the day
We create the son of
All that’s happened we pay
The voices in our head at the circus
Thank You this second will be planted by the river and prosper
Other forms of communication
My vexation weighed in the anguish of a sea monster
If an angel won’t Cross itself
Why was I born
Jesus wasn’t making a suggestion
They could have been angry
Look at what African Americans created
Sailing without a care except for living the best way
With style and soul and pleasure
You’ll have scars
I think I must be interesting in all the galaxies
But I set the standards of taste
In my whole universe
The young one
The new comer
Ego
One screws up your life for years
Keeping me separate from friends
The secrets of men’s hearts
According to the good idea
Is Life Itself
The essential link of Absolute Reality
Simplifies everything deeper than anything
And mistakes that immortalize
The constant willing of good
Selfhood made to love all
The highest good for each
A school of love
To our God to one another
Our path is the other
The same
This is the mountain
Everything is a new possibility reworked
The friendship with every saint who ever lived
Recreating the natural world
Our God will use me
Not denying reason but surpassing it
It may have meant that
Though probably just was used for
Like scissors being used as a knife
I have never seen my life so clearly
Accepting tragedy and defying it in the heart of things
Since there are two ways you can go
To think there being a blueprint of
Marriage and the belief in God go
The humour that is there
To see that reality set in
Wild imaginings against the fabric of creation
Something never
How do I feel about a full book of poetic delicacies
And secret meanings unlocking lesson number one
Being harder on myself and easier on others
Not everybody is on the same level
Some who are ahead appear to be behind
A new name given known only by Jesus
You can be mad at everything
Esoteric but useful
Would you please sign in
There’s a hole in the wall
Of course the villain is partly right
If they wanted it done right
What’s my crime
Just thinking about a moment of pure musical joy
Just let them come and dance in the morning
Comes with a past
People do all the time in the world
When Christians say the world they mean a system that thrives on spiritual ignorance
What will she call me
By my truest Name
Will I have to start at the bottom
Or will she be carried by the Spirit
To stand beside me and bring something to teach
Is she still questioning
Does she love the Scriptures
What she’ll find out she should be
And love more than anything a shared vision
Do people think that nothing can be refuted
Just because they aren’t smart enough to see the proof
Talk to me when you’ve seen the whole thing
People say God sends us to hell
But I think we send Him there
The Moment of All seeing all moments as one
We need two perspectives like we need
Religions are the spiritual foundations
Fools in isolation die for want
I can’t be it all but
Proof for the existence of life wasn’t made to be
We weren’t created so that He could be proven
You don’t have to believe in our God to
You don’t have to if whatever conclusion you come to God
And lasting happiness sometimes without even trying
He no longer felt deficient
That’s what we’re all looking for harmony
Ten thousand times contagious
Inspiring you to be less happy
Don’t be so judgmental
I need other people to describe things for me
Like my poetry for crying out
You’ve been to school too long
Tuning in is like the endless personal piracy
The whole time joking
The greatest collection in all the planet
Of the apes
The future
You need clothes on
Capitalism
A man who said he could forgive sins is ridiculous yet
Your body is meant to live forever
That finally makes sense
If you had been here
There’s so much room
All too human killing our God
Betraying a good Man
Murdering the most innocent
Aborting the Plan
The world proved itself a failure
The Life that was in His Body
They were willing to die for
He lived and died and lives forever
We are nourished on His Flesh
Because food is the primal way toward Unity
Just to say you’re in control of your own destiny
You don’t understand my generation
That’s the age that they’re always hurting themselves
Don’t give in
And you thought there was no answer
Disciples of being weird
Only the outsiders say it’s all the same
When you are around people who are free
you might get your toes stepped on
It will always get more amazing
If we choose it
If you don’t know where a person is
Now is the time for mercy
Jesus did not preach Hinduism to the Jews
Rather the Word inspired every religion
Seeking to express beauty
They see you but it’s not all beautiful
It needs to be transfigured and transformed through Communion
And all of those ways
I wanted to be you and you wanted to be me
Humble love infiltrating the world
Nobody’s an atheist in the foxholes
If you’re thinking about it there’s already a problem
Going to church dressed for a business meeting
It doesn’t work because you don’t know what you’re doing
If I see one more billboard of a satisfied smiling consumer I’ll frickin destroy it
I had the time of my life and don’t feel guilty at all
I’m so soft I deserve death
We were meant for this but not the way it is
You find out about the damage later
Just because I did
Doesn’t mean everybody can
Don’t believe that bullshit about yourself
She can’t but she thinks she can
Later on you realize
When you get together with a bad upbringing
It’s about time I do it
If I don’t do it now
Inadequate actions dictate who you meet
Now’s the time
A bizarre attraction conjures up images of
Who your mate is for me
Inventing a new vocabulary
The nature is in the person
I know you’re cautious about secret meanings I am too
Don’t vote on the Truth
It’s just another form of pleasure
Being happy for my time
Above the Cornerstone of all
Open to life
Love is actually like you place great value in someone
Suddenly the Judge shall come
Probably at night
Like the peace that comes when
Suffering finally catches up to you
I take certain liberties as an artist
You’ve changed
You’re not the cutie I once knew
I’d take it back in a second if
Back to basics
I don’t want to die young
Lord bless the child
Free freedom from itself
Internally steeped in the blues
A new way of look
Good looking people doing bad things
Her and her hosts of anger
How many abortions and murders in the secrecy of clinics
Run by the man
You can literally go to hell
I guess to hide behind sunglasses
It’s coming together
Make fun of me if you want
I don’t bite
Make fun of me if you want
I don’t bite
It’s the coming together
Older guys understand
I’ve got to learn to walk again
That’s the way we want to appreciate it
Like a movie
Focused on the one thing
Subliminally
Anybody could go either way
The standard is so high
We keep repeating
America will be taken away because of what we have done
Was I there
Was I asking you
Every human and every saint suffering
The joy of a man and his hobby
An old man in a jean jacket
We are the world of American television
When I think about it so do I
I’m here to open the door
Every bulge in the universe
We are a bunch of jokers
You are you are and I am
Going to go back
In the long run
We get to experience every single life
Infused with omniscience
In the end when we are One
We’ll see everything
When our God gives His attributes to us
Underneath it all
There rages a heart
Who can say that life is good and never bad
I know but it’s going to be okay
Hold me
We’re all going somewhere
We all had to learn to
The unreliability of desire
Although there is one desire that is essential
Who I am is because of the mistakes of many
Everybody going through different doors at different times
And different rooms
Thinking
Is it still actually true
What I used to believe
Demons hate but act like our friends so we love what they love
(It’s fucked)
Why am I telling you about what I don’t want you to ruin
Through the help of evil spirits called aliens
The pharoahs built the pyramids to confuse us
They have lots of money so they don’t care
Science is the new sorcery
That’s the way it got me last time
That’s the way it’ll get me again
A good beginning is nothing like a good ending
You do it and understand
It’s not as bad as I thought it would be
When it starts again there will be new colors
You see what I got free from right in broad daylight
Somebody owns me
Serious and humorous about opposite things
Going too fast and hiding our mistakes
You know a yes I do
Anybody could be watching
Some things you don’t write
The best part is it’s almost over
Anywhere where nobody gonna be
I’m no different
I want Hollywood
You know there’s something wrong when you see me
Everyone excited about becoming a manager
I get bored with myself so quickly
I wouldn’t mind doubting
The capacity for contradictions to exist in one heart
I don’t know anymore
What’s the deal with non-reality
What about the was
Everybody’s got Orthodoxy backwards
Destroying language they have given things wrong names
I have abused myself
I have forgiven my enemy
This thing we hate and decided to do together
Putting off paying the bills
It is a truth I can be slightly irritating
There’s something about this presuming
It’s all I have
It all comes from Jesus Christ
But hardly anybody knows the first thing about Him except they think they do
If this were math class they’d be in kindergarten
This Child has created the heaven and earth
I’m getting real
Showing up early
I wonder if you realize what we’re doing in private
I have no shame or too much
Purpose is not a good teacher
What car should I buy in my imagination
Some people hate me but do they really
Give me just a moment
One man rises to power but we all have our share in him because he is one of us
I made her angry with the truth
I can make a lot of people mad with it
They know it’s not magic
And in asserting their knowledge they drain it of any magic it has
You don’t have to do it best just first
It’s pretty sad when a fool like me is embarrassed by his Lord
I haven’t been the most popular lately
I would love something to make me grow up
I want to do my best thing
I give in like a hooker around self-destructive people
You can’t just say things without appealing to something else
I hate how the books don’t last
Running out of everything
Going to meet someone
I don’t know the details
I don’t know what he said for a very long time
I don’t remember the last time
Yeah that’s true
Somebody asked me the other day
Will somebody I know please step in
She would know my failings so fast
I understand it now
Why didn’t I see it before
I’m attracted to nerds
Do you know this longing look in my eyes
With no biological imperative whatsoever
It was cool it was scary
Well that’s good
A long time ago I figured it out and feel the same way exactly
Don’t wait too long though
I encouraged them not to choose freedom to go around
I’ve heard of that it’s really good we need to go
One day is not enough
Were you unhappy for any reason other than the obvious
No just unfulfilled as usual
June 2001
Is the solution
Is forgotten
Is it
Want to
Have to
And believe in
Am intellectually forced to conclude that
A tower of commitment
Magic is what about surely
Just me
Never knowing or needing to
Know why it
Why if
Shouldn’t worry since
Or would you rather
Do you like it better when
I was only and you were very extremely
There was no
There needn’t be any of this
Yet this
Art and music and poetry
Are
Religion
The way of acknowledging and acting in the cycles
Since the birth of time
The inner being aware that
Is ever present
Is filling all things
WHO IS
We offer
To
Then we are truly
Is to unconditionally love
Transcending the
And the need to hurt
Do you listen to
And desire to know and forgive your neighbour
And yourself
By becoming love
And take away the one thing
There’s nothing for it but
For the royal road of freedom
Patiently enduring
Though unless we are tested
The Lord is
I shall not
He makes me lie down in
Me beside still
My soul
In the paths of
For His
Even though I
I fear no
You are
Thy rod and Thy staff
They
A table before me in the
My head with oil my cup
Surely goodness of my life
Forever
That’s always been one of my
It’s getting quite
Funny how
These words
To figure it
To add to
To take from
To think about
What kind of man is
A man of many
Take a
Have the
Explain to
Reason with
Every step we take toward
Or else we pretend
But we can’t be all the time
We need some to relax and have
Fun and forget
And rejoice in the great gifts
And especially in
I want to get all day
I want to my time
Sometimes I
So enjoy your music
Everything affects everything
So I’m supposed to worry about that
There was that part of the morning
And now there’s this
Intercom
Playin the
That coffee I
Hello
I am the
My next life was Napoleon Bonaparte
Gotta relax
Free play
Then again say
Reincarnation is not possible
For Mastery
A person healing
Machines unplugged
Beside the gate leading
Peace garden
Language
Tomorrow is the day of healing and
But you remembered
Cockroach
While standing by the moon an Indian
If I play it just right
Break break down
Put your feet
Regardless
That doesn’t get any better
But everywhere else does
If I worry about despair again
Astrology’s complete bunk right
Ya know it’s not up for discussion
She said I honestly don’t have anything to learn from you
She learned it in 8 years okay
Her voice is knives
Okay maybe I am
Make it shame
Then suddenly out of the corner
Extreme trauma
Now I know the
I’m afraid of something inside I hope it’s
Just my imagination
As for me my flute is in my backpack now
When I gain their
Have to know (anything)
I was believing
And now I’ll never find out
If I have anything to eat or smoke
This is like the thoughts
Of children
My dear son is
No I realized it at the time
No I wouldn’t actually let myself be
Bogged down by what’s essential
And return to your roots
Devoid of pity
That’s what I want
So go do it
Become addicted to
We felt like we were the Vancouver Mintons’
Except poets
Legends of strutting
Don’t regret it but don’t do it again
Movement
How long have you known you were
I suppose I am or would be in a way
Change your
I was tempted to buy a
Else will let you down
I would regret it forever
After it sickens me
Express the thoughts
Of a free people
Passive yet could pull a knife
Fire one musician called it
Refused to face facts
To tell you I exist
I’ve had enough of it I think
If we truly lived in God’s will
Then half the famous people
For the most part it is fair
To say our pursuits and parents are
How come I had it then
How can I
I know it in
So I may as well get good at something
Are you going to with me
Alone with
When I watch TV I feel like ha
It’s a
I fall down I get up I
Will I ever get up I
I can’t I go to Church
Healthy enthusiasm
Incredible energy
Liturgy
Is prayer sometimes like cleaning the toilet bowl
But I don’t know the future that’s the problem
If I exercise
The sand man of time
To pay
Not good looking enough to acknowledge
Could have been good
At too many so it
Choose one
Imagine there’s more jobs there
If two people are committed to
Their religion
Protect her from forever
Even if one person
There must be
They had something greater in their midst
Than we do today
They see something else
About it that I haven’t yet
They actually discovered this
They actually made it so it would work this way
If you don’t have one now
See the end from the beginning
It’s funny how just a look can change
So without further adieu
Our ancient Names
If you keep acting like that
We have names
I don’t suggest you close your eyes
Mercy
I wonder if they found out
I was sinning
Constantly having one
But what is the meaning of a word
We say know but
The hills and far away
This marriage
At home with no music
Proud to be African American
I have conscience when it comes down
Please wait
Drawing out what’s already
Nobody ever has so why
Wouldn’t I
No but if I can make art out of it
We knew it had to go his way
Mistakes are personal
Answering a question with a question
Instead of
Just a half-step away
Only been the answer
The ball rolling man
To stop
What best describes what I’m
No worries I’m
I went right down and got
Okay the guitar’s coming in now
I can’t decide whether
Learning to deal with change is
Such as
The shit man the shit
And I’ll go do it
Cause you know what you’re talking about
God is an Artist
To think God has sense
When you’re in Vancouver well
Polite and you shut up
Now abouts and being able to
In tune with nature
Not enough instincts
Says it’s the best he’s
Drink beer and imagine
It’s too bad that it’s
Only in the summer
No it’s a great thing to rejoice about
Don’t know maybe a month maybe a year
To God for all things
What won’t you do for My love
Taxi drivers are mainly
During meditation
Coming and everything
Wandering
A bridge about this
On water
There’s an ambulance
Silence
Isn’t that the coolest in your
Then she and hesitated
The bus driver said
Playing chromatically
Dazzled and then the electric lights
On disarming the play of creation
Free and deep bass
Exactly backward
Instruments are not the Bible
Great idea
Slowing down makes it sound
Change in the list
Final ruling anyway
And it just comes across as childish
Pause to know God
All too human
Be your own best friend
I really tried and failed
Good medication
Wow what an amazing time
To be creative
Everything becomes a cliché
Life is that important
How to is familiar
What he is talking about
Everything will be
Do you know my secret pin
Our Father
False vibrato
A camera
An awareness that the definition
Unlike the movies and today
What am I willing
Can never fully
Affects the whole of I like it to be
Hunger
That is part of out
Harmonize all of our actions with
The transcendent aspects of
Absolutely good will toward us
A continuous struggle yet
Starbucks
You
Radiant as a righteous woman
Never said I
Temporary but in the long run it’ll start to
Over a conversation
Words long ago
Feelings dad dig this
Go to it
Bebop
Everything he knew
Wide open
On the scene
Lonesome to the stories
Perfecting your middle
More in between
Gave up born
It just appeared
Horse
Playin it severe
Risk tightrope
Higher find
Perfect frantic
Worship sharing
It genius fire
Lord for a
Returned almost negative
Less love sucking
She sits there millions
Rhythm and blues
How long will jazz
His idol tender
Not be afraid of
Felt like Paris
Like a god
Like priests
Who is she come from
How does it feel to fall in love with
This is wonderful uncertain
Improvisation in & out of
Self-creating
A master key to
The Journey
Made up on musical witnesses
Beauty and originality into laughter
Musical thoughts and practice
Pleasures of spontaneous
Spiritual and transformations
Degrees of a psychological story
Than technique
Love is us unblocking 7
What do children of geniuses
Third Eye
3rd time I
Each person is now
So why not if it’s
From your true then it’s new
He knew I was coming
He knew a very prideful person was coming
But yeah
I’d like to phone an old shit disturber
The planet of the remake
I’ll give you fifty cents
It’s all good
Rest
I’ve been broke so long
I don’t want anything
A headache
The pain must equal the pleasure
When you can no longer see me at all
Then I’ll begin to be His disciple
Can I live up to potential that’s been ability
O mother acceptance of rejection
Archetypal power denial
Change your reaction
I can learn about anything in this context
Continuously toward the true
But to live the dark
Not trying to mean anything
Sometimes born again
That you may win
Though a thousand teachers
Through Your Commandments I wash
Otherwise have no part in
Final Marriage
Two meanings making love
God is Blazing in all directions
Everyone partakes of Grace
Let the real poets
Recording everything for I can’t stop
And they all smoked
And night-time prayers were put on hold
And he wanted to go to sleep but
He wanted to go to dream but
Constant rejoice in it passing
Always toward the beckoning
I want you over here
You’re too far away
The candles and the incense
As you will and as you know
Forgive tomorrow strength for
Thank you Lover coming
I would be a thief
With an empty stomach
Is to be unpredictable
Of someone coming up behind
Is to acting what
Is to ordinary life
Is to saying anything
Is to making mistakes
What is to be mystigogical
Names numbers and new knowledge
Negative or not
Thank You O Lord for this
You could just
When they taste a bit of happiness
Hit them on their senses
Eat you
Is to share something with
Is to dare to be different
Is to dream out loud
Is to read your poetry in front of people
Is to give up television
Is to raise your children with wisdom and understanding
Is to maintain that sacred space reserved only for One
Is to enjoy the many great gifts we all have
Is to realize you’re just along for the ride
Is to hear us singing with one voice
Is listening to Duke Ellington
Is dreaming of Europe
Is anxious about the coming semester
Is always cautious of the changes
Is sometimes thinking in a melancholy way about
What could have been
(and it seems like in my opinion it should have been)
Is tired
Is not spontaneous enough
Is impossible for one person
Is sitting and waiting
Is about time
Is getting on with it
Is a lifetime with
Is the bond I share
Is the way he’ll grow up
Is the way he’ll learn
So far from over all
Never an excuse to be a jerk
Patience is everything
You need the best for the future
Ever choosing between this & that
Like a friend beside you
A heart that is broken and humbled
The God of gods
The rising of the sun to the setting
Shall come visibly
I Am God thy God
A sacrifice of praise
There is the way I shall know Him
We are gods
It is enough
Enter a second time
Or the feeling of home
Random thoughts can form a
She’s still my star
She thinks it’s too late
How can women do that
After it’s over
Succession
Out of the picture
Because it’s free
To accept that
Reinventing the
When it’s already been worked out
Do you want to read into the Jewish understanding of God
Get literal
(only when it absolutely and most obviously calls for it)
Are you willing to let our history be completely wrong
I forgot I’m a dad
Is voluntary suffering for
Is to respect myself
Is to love me
Is the Divine Name
Is Orthodox theology
Is apophatic reasoning
Is life as a sacrament
Is to be at peace with myself
Is to see others in a good light
Is within the religion of any people
Is unknowable
Is unforeseen
Is feeling forsaken
Is this muse upon
Is living in balance
Is rethinking everything
Under the weight of sin and mercy
Is trusting in God’s care
And joyfully mourning
Is the essence of my being
Is God working in me
To respect yourself is
Carrying a notepad
The man at the liquor store asked me if
I was The Scribe
Like a passion the reading into is persistent
God will judge you by your karma
Stand up for their side of things
The cops won’t stop you if
We met at the gas station and unexpectedly went to a gig
What life gives you
Funk
Like the self-knowledge that comes from sinning
Like someone’s coming to summon me
Begging for
I want to give all my love to
They know how lucky they
I’ve known this girl for how
I decide that
O no not me I
Is to reach adulthood and fully integrated
Salvation is a process
I had no idea I was doing exactly the right thing
One hand
The room for synergy
I know exactly why
Fitting in a pattern seems
A theologian is one who prays
Give God your blood and then He
I guess I didn’t realize you were dancing
Though we didn’t slow dance once in our whole marriage
It’s too bad you’re not happy
But this is how the world is
The multitude who follow are not able
Like a sheep before it’s shearers dumb with anger
I thought that night who cares about my family
Are we really all beautiful the preacher asked
Two fronts
Each lover with their armies
And he cried
Blessed is the Kingdom of the Father Son and Holy Spirit
There am I in the midst
Boiling stomach muscles
A finger up my ass
All I ever did was play the flute
What it feels like to assume the position
To improvise in
In danger if you won’t see the differences
The history of doodle
The subtlety of Theology
I said I’d never be happy cause
Is nothing I’d rather do
Than play my flute like Eric Dolphy
Then it hit me and I began to like it
With it came appreciation and understanding
Wisdom is the first principle
Intellectual honesty the peace I have
The peace I don’t have is forgiven
How can I have
Am I brainwashed
The fear of is the beginning
He Who made the eye
Does He not see
And fashioned the ear
Who’s talking about a white beard
Infinitely Intimate and Connected to the natural world
Is Completely Other
Labels shmabels
I’m talking about Agape Love
Where the whole world got it from
Not just beyond all we can ever learn or think
The Holy Trinity One in essence and undivided
A God who is alone is not Love
I’m saying you’ve been lied to in all your
Because they pretend they’re all the
When that’s not what it says
Deal
A whole new way of
The true meaning of the word repent
No point without forcing it
This is not advertising
This is self-emptying Love
I thought it was a wonder to behold
How meekly and quietly we bow
Blessed are you when men slander you
Happy to be home and put ourselves last
Later they’ll have no clothes on
Always a beginner
Yes but
The critics once scorned
It no longer mattered
Why fear losing it
Every time I understood
It was always enough
I feel close to it for a while
Naively
And then it’s a million miles away
Would you rather I said
I’m having problems with salvation
So many spiritual fools
Invent new instruments
What makes a good musician
What is art is
Science is good for
For transcendent Realities
We are the instruments of inquiry and discovery
Do we have free will I think
Path of transformation
Green brown narrow
A poet walking repetitive and calmly
The feeling that comes out of a sax
I guess it could all happen right here
The next new music
If not if it’s so good
I’m proud of myself
It can’t be bad
It’s like a dream from a dreamer that cannot die
Himself Being so Real
And Realness Itself
That He wakens us
Amidst His own
(divine/human)
Life as we
I usually think I am the epitome of
Christ Is
A cry from the heart
From this seed
God loves what I truly like
Abraham
You could do worse than Abraham
I smoke this cigarette gently
If that’s her that would mean
Fine means finished
Be patient for them
This real one implied
I’d like to be in my dream tonight finding money
David’s in
Danger
Peace without You is
Sabotage
Do I look funny to you
You’re funny to me
Been there
Atheists have only reason
Yet share the same result
And fall away because of sex
Life is fun
As long as it’s sunny
A friendship would be
Fate means something
On God is in the meaning of closure
People will abuse it
And God always knew
Was written minutes after
No relation just so you know
I am hurting
God knows all he said at
The number of man
I must have wanted this to happen
The need for things
Girls are wonderful
Every color is beautiful
Heartache
Angelic roots going deeper
There are a lot of cool and intelligent people
You never know what you might believe
Because I’ve been wanting to for years indefinite
It can mean something
Jesus is nothing like a guru if you
He was too
He was People
Check out the original side of holiness
The Eternal becoming a part of energy
The Tao became flesh
Obituary for our sakes
Putting death to death by death
The real enemy
Say as little as possible
And manipulate the feelings of consumers through peer pressure
I think I see things I need
Who are the writers
We all know wisdom when we read it but
Seek it now
Buddha came close
The Tao became flesh
These computers can be just like what you never meant
Building my collection on every man’s dream
Rising above yet in
Balance with modern life
That’s what I needed at
Then I’ll move on to
This is what I’ll
It’ll surely go when I have paid
Have a misunderstanding about the place of matter
Is to breathe poison
Is nonsense
Is briefly considered
And then I’d be a laughing
Now I know what it feels like to get played
I’m being prayed for a lot
Rescue me
Went a different way thinking
We can change suddenly
They’re saying it’s art
And I’m thinkin
But then I haven’t touched it yet
He wanted kids and he didn’t
If I had a computer
Now there’s a profound thought
It’s just a possibility
We don’t know if it’s true
We’re here to use anything
What it could mean
Know I should yet don’t want to
Shouldn’t preach
Because we all deserve it
I know it must be nice not to be afraid of demons
Too many movies
That’s where in the fall my brother exile
A poem about white people didn’t do much
Unlock the story teller
We have witnesses think what you want
Not Pagan or Papist or Protestant
What am I data
A mind silently adoring and upraising
Don’t want what I’m not sure of
Trust the wordless fountain
Descending utterly deficient
A man is his deification
Not alone
We asked life of You
And got the best ending ever
He who laughs last laughs benevolently
Everyone present is suspect
Don’t we look happy
Deeds will be revealed
Standing before the EYE
Not being able to turn
The laughter that a child looks at
And remains forever in arms
If you would have treated me the same
Then struck on the face by His creation
How would you like to be born in a cave
More spacious than the heavens
Whining is a good way to
No possibility of
At the end of the day
We create the son of
All that’s happened we pay
The voices in our head at the circus
Thank You this second will be planted by the river and prosper
Other forms of communication
My vexation weighed in the anguish of a sea monster
If an angel won’t Cross itself
Why was I born
Jesus wasn’t making a suggestion
They could have been angry
Look at what African Americans created
Sailing without a care except for living the best way
With style and soul and pleasure
You’ll have scars
I think I must be interesting in all the galaxies
But I set the standards of taste
In my whole universe
The young one
The new comer
Ego
One screws up your life for years
Keeping me separate from friends
The secrets of men’s hearts
According to the good idea
Is Life Itself
The essential link of Absolute Reality
Simplifies everything deeper than anything
And mistakes that immortalize
The constant willing of good
Selfhood made to love all
The highest good for each
A school of love
To our God to one another
Our path is the other
The same
This is the mountain
Everything is a new possibility reworked
The friendship with every saint who ever lived
Recreating the natural world
Our God will use me
Not denying reason but surpassing it
It may have meant that
Though probably just was used for
Like scissors being used as a knife
I have never seen my life so clearly
Accepting tragedy and defying it in the heart of things
Since there are two ways you can go
To think there being a blueprint of
Marriage and the belief in God go
The humour that is there
To see that reality set in
Wild imaginings against the fabric of creation
Something never
How do I feel about a full book of poetic delicacies
And secret meanings unlocking lesson number one
Being harder on myself and easier on others
Not everybody is on the same level
Some who are ahead appear to be behind
A new name given known only by Jesus
You can be mad at everything
Esoteric but useful
Would you please sign in
There’s a hole in the wall
Of course the villain is partly right
If they wanted it done right
What’s my crime
Just thinking about a moment of pure musical joy
Just let them come and dance in the morning
Comes with a past
People do all the time in the world
When Christians say the world they mean a system that thrives on spiritual ignorance
What will she call me
By my truest Name
Will I have to start at the bottom
Or will she be carried by the Spirit
To stand beside me and bring something to teach
Is she still questioning
Does she love the Scriptures
What she’ll find out she should be
And love more than anything a shared vision
Do people think that nothing can be refuted
Just because they aren’t smart enough to see the proof
Talk to me when you’ve seen the whole thing
People say God sends us to hell
But I think we send Him there
The Moment of All seeing all moments as one
We need two perspectives like we need
Religions are the spiritual foundations
Fools in isolation die for want
I can’t be it all but
Proof for the existence of life wasn’t made to be
We weren’t created so that He could be proven
You don’t have to believe in our God to
You don’t have to if whatever conclusion you come to God
And lasting happiness sometimes without even trying
He no longer felt deficient
That’s what we’re all looking for harmony
Ten thousand times contagious
Inspiring you to be less happy
Don’t be so judgmental
I need other people to describe things for me
Like my poetry for crying out
You’ve been to school too long
Tuning in is like the endless personal piracy
The whole time joking
The greatest collection in all the planet
Of the apes
The future
You need clothes on
Capitalism
A man who said he could forgive sins is ridiculous yet
Your body is meant to live forever
That finally makes sense
If you had been here
There’s so much room
All too human killing our God
Betraying a good Man
Murdering the most innocent
Aborting the Plan
The world proved itself a failure
The Life that was in His Body
They were willing to die for
He lived and died and lives forever
We are nourished on His Flesh
Because food is the primal way toward Unity
Just to say you’re in control of your own destiny
You don’t understand my generation
That’s the age that they’re always hurting themselves
Don’t give in
And you thought there was no answer
Disciples of being weird
Only the outsiders say it’s all the same
When you are around people who are free
you might get your toes stepped on
It will always get more amazing
If we choose it
If you don’t know where a person is
Now is the time for mercy
Jesus did not preach Hinduism to the Jews
Rather the Word inspired every religion
Seeking to express beauty
They see you but it’s not all beautiful
It needs to be transfigured and transformed through Communion
And all of those ways
I wanted to be you and you wanted to be me
Humble love infiltrating the world
Nobody’s an atheist in the foxholes
If you’re thinking about it there’s already a problem
Going to church dressed for a business meeting
It doesn’t work because you don’t know what you’re doing
If I see one more billboard of a satisfied smiling consumer I’ll frickin destroy it
I had the time of my life and don’t feel guilty at all
I’m so soft I deserve death
We were meant for this but not the way it is
You find out about the damage later
Just because I did
Doesn’t mean everybody can
Don’t believe that bullshit about yourself
She can’t but she thinks she can
Later on you realize
When you get together with a bad upbringing
It’s about time I do it
If I don’t do it now
Inadequate actions dictate who you meet
Now’s the time
A bizarre attraction conjures up images of
Who your mate is for me
Inventing a new vocabulary
The nature is in the person
I know you’re cautious about secret meanings I am too
Don’t vote on the Truth
It’s just another form of pleasure
Being happy for my time
Above the Cornerstone of all
Open to life
Love is actually like you place great value in someone
Suddenly the Judge shall come
Probably at night
Like the peace that comes when
Suffering finally catches up to you
I take certain liberties as an artist
You’ve changed
You’re not the cutie I once knew
I’d take it back in a second if
Back to basics
I don’t want to die young
Lord bless the child
Free freedom from itself
Internally steeped in the blues
A new way of look
Good looking people doing bad things
Her and her hosts of anger
How many abortions and murders in the secrecy of clinics
Run by the man
You can literally go to hell
I guess to hide behind sunglasses
It’s coming together
Make fun of me if you want
I don’t bite
Make fun of me if you want
I don’t bite
It’s the coming together
Older guys understand
I’ve got to learn to walk again
That’s the way we want to appreciate it
Like a movie
Focused on the one thing
Subliminally
Anybody could go either way
The standard is so high
We keep repeating
America will be taken away because of what we have done
Was I there
Was I asking you
Every human and every saint suffering
The joy of a man and his hobby
An old man in a jean jacket
We are the world of American television
When I think about it so do I
I’m here to open the door
Every bulge in the universe
We are a bunch of jokers
You are you are and I am
Going to go back
In the long run
We get to experience every single life
Infused with omniscience
In the end when we are One
We’ll see everything
When our God gives His attributes to us
Underneath it all
There rages a heart
Who can say that life is good and never bad
I know but it’s going to be okay
Hold me
We’re all going somewhere
We all had to learn to
The unreliability of desire
Although there is one desire that is essential
Who I am is because of the mistakes of many
Everybody going through different doors at different times
And different rooms
Thinking
Is it still actually true
What I used to believe
Demons hate but act like our friends so we love what they love
(It’s fucked)
Why am I telling you about what I don’t want you to ruin
Through the help of evil spirits called aliens
The pharoahs built the pyramids to confuse us
They have lots of money so they don’t care
Science is the new sorcery
That’s the way it got me last time
That’s the way it’ll get me again
A good beginning is nothing like a good ending
You do it and understand
It’s not as bad as I thought it would be
When it starts again there will be new colors
You see what I got free from right in broad daylight
Somebody owns me
Serious and humorous about opposite things
Going too fast and hiding our mistakes
You know a yes I do
Anybody could be watching
Some things you don’t write
The best part is it’s almost over
Anywhere where nobody gonna be
I’m no different
I want Hollywood
You know there’s something wrong when you see me
Everyone excited about becoming a manager
I get bored with myself so quickly
I wouldn’t mind doubting
The capacity for contradictions to exist in one heart
I don’t know anymore
What’s the deal with non-reality
What about the was
Everybody’s got Orthodoxy backwards
Destroying language they have given things wrong names
I have abused myself
I have forgiven my enemy
This thing we hate and decided to do together
Putting off paying the bills
It is a truth I can be slightly irritating
There’s something about this presuming
It’s all I have
It all comes from Jesus Christ
But hardly anybody knows the first thing about Him except they think they do
If this were math class they’d be in kindergarten
This Child has created the heaven and earth
I’m getting real
Showing up early
I wonder if you realize what we’re doing in private
I have no shame or too much
Purpose is not a good teacher
What car should I buy in my imagination
Some people hate me but do they really
Give me just a moment
One man rises to power but we all have our share in him because he is one of us
I made her angry with the truth
I can make a lot of people mad with it
They know it’s not magic
And in asserting their knowledge they drain it of any magic it has
You don’t have to do it best just first
It’s pretty sad when a fool like me is embarrassed by his Lord
I haven’t been the most popular lately
I would love something to make me grow up
I want to do my best thing
I give in like a hooker around self-destructive people
You can’t just say things without appealing to something else
I hate how the books don’t last
Running out of everything
Going to meet someone
I don’t know the details
I don’t know what he said for a very long time
I don’t remember the last time
Yeah that’s true
Somebody asked me the other day
Will somebody I know please step in
She would know my failings so fast
I understand it now
Why didn’t I see it before
I’m attracted to nerds
Do you know this longing look in my eyes
With no biological imperative whatsoever
It was cool it was scary
Well that’s good
A long time ago I figured it out and feel the same way exactly
Don’t wait too long though
I encouraged them not to choose freedom to go around
I’ve heard of that it’s really good we need to go
One day is not enough
Were you unhappy for any reason other than the obvious
No just unfulfilled as usual
June 2001
